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[24 Apr 2005|03:14pm] |
T h e | B a s i c s | a n d | s t u f f . . .
- Name: Angela
- Birthplace: dno
- B-day Month: January
- Current Location: my dads house
- Eye color: hazel
- Hair color: brownish black
- Height: 5'5"
- Righty or Lefty: right
- Zodiac sign: capricorn
- Shoes you wore today: chucks
- Your fears: not sure
- Your perfect pizza: i hate pizza
- Goal you'd like to achieve: dno
- Your thoughts first waking up: depends
- Your bedtime: dont have one
- Your most missed memory: not sure
- Pepsi or coke: pepsi
- McDonald's or Burger King: burger king
- Single or Group dates: single
- Best friends: brit
- Boyfriend/Girlfriend: i have no idea
- Adidas or Nike: neither
- Lipton ice tea or Nestea: lipton
- Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
- Smoke: not anymore
- Cuss: when im mad.
- Sing: not really.
- Take a shower everyday:yeah
- Have a crush: yea
- Do you think you've been in love: yeah
- Want to go to college: no
- Where:
- Want to get married: yeah
- Believe in yourself: no
- Get motion sickness: no
- Think you're attractive: no
- Think you're a health freak: no
- Get along with your parent(s): no
- Like thunderstorms: yeah.
- Play an instrument: no
- Place you would most like to visit: italy or greece
I n | t h e | p a s t | m o n t h . . .
- Drank alcohol: no
- Smoked: yes
- Done a drug: yes
- Had sex : no
- Made out: no
- Gone on a date: no
- Gone to the mall: yea
- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
- Eaten sushi: no
- Been on stage: no
- Been dumped: no
- Gone skating: no
- Made homemade cookies: no
- Gone skinnydipping: no
- Dyed your hair: no
- Stolen anything: yes
H a v e | y o u | e v e r . . .
- Been extremely trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes
- Been caught, you know: ?
- Been called a tease: no?
- Shoplifted: yea
- Age you hope to be married: idk...definately young though
- Described your dream wedding: idk
- Thought about how you want to die: yeah
G u y | s t u f f . . .
- Best eye colour: i dont even care
- Best hair colour: black but i dont really care about that either
- Short or long hair: i dont care
- Height: taller than me...but that doesnt matter really either
- Best weight: doesn't matter
- Best articles of clothing: dont care.
- Best first date location: dont care
- Best first kiss location: dont care
I n | y o u r | l i f e . . .
# of drugs taken illegally: 2
# of people I could trust with my life: nobody...=(
# of CDs that i own: umm idk alot
# of piercings: 6
# of tattoos: none
# of scars on my body: dont wanna count
S p e c i f i c s . . .
- What kind of shampoo do you use? it changes
- What are you most scared of? not sure.
- What are you listening to right now? otep
- Who is the last person that called you? brit
- How many buddies are online right now? 39
- How many are away: idk
- What would you change about yourself? nothing i dont care
F a v o r i t e . . .
- Colour: red adn black
- Food: a lot
- Boy's name(s): ehhhh im not sure
- Girl's name(s): umm probably brittany
- Subject(s) in school: nothing
- Animal(s): snakes
- Sport(s): none
H a v e | y o u | e v e r . . .
- Given anyone a bath? no
- Got high? yes
- Bungee jumped? if that thing at kennywood counts
- Made yourself throw up? no
- Skinny dipped? no
- Been in love? maybe
- Cried when someone died? no
- Fallen for your best friend? no
- Used someone? people that dont matter
- Done something you regret? of course
R i g h t | n o w . . .
- Clothes you're wearing: a bleeding through shirt and jeans
- Music you're listening to: otep
- Time where you are: 3:27pm
- Annoyance thats... eh, annoying you: a lot of people
- Smell you're... eh, smelling: nothing
- Current Desktop picture: pic from otep's warhead video
- Book you're reading: nothing
- CD in the player: umm not sure
- DVD in the player: exorsist
L a s t | p e r s o n | y o u . . .
- Touched: dno
- Hugged: dno
- IM'd: dee<3
- Yelled at: my mom.
- Felt sorry for: dno
- Missed terribly: josh
- Felt loved by: no one.
- Kissed: josh
- Spoke to: dno.
W h o | d o | y o u | w a n t | t o . . .
- Kill: everyone
- Slap: brit
- Get really wasted with: dno
- Get high with: idk
- Look like: no one else.
- Talk to face to face: idk
- Talk to indirectly (on the phone, online etc.): dee
R a n d o m . . .
- In the morning I look like: shit
- All I need is: somebody.
- Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
- Flowers or candy: flowers
Y o u r | t h o u g h t s . . .
- I know: ?
- I want: certain people to die
- I have: nothing
- I wish: that i had somebody to just fucking trust.
- I hate: everyone
- I fear: idk
- I hear: otep
- I just: dno
- I search: dno
- I wonder: dno
- I regret: alot
- I'm hurt by: alot
- I like: dno
- I hate: everyone
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[13 Apr 2005|07:22pm] |
R e l a t i o n s h i p s.....
01. Fallen for your best friend? no
02. Made out with JUST a friend? no
03. Been rejected? yeah
04. Been in love? thought i was
05. Been in lust? ?
06. Used someone? yeah...but not my boyfriends
07. Been used? i think
08. Cheated on someone? never
09. Been cheated on? of course.
10. Been kissed? yeah
W h o w a s t h e l a s t p e r s o n . . .
12. You touched? shane donahue...i think
13. You talked to? brittany
14. You hugged? cortney jaworski
15. You instant messaged? josh
16. Kissed? josh
17. You yelled at? ethan anderson
18. You laughed with? brittany
19. You had a crush on? josh
20. broke your heart? josh
D o Y o u ?
22. Color your hair? yeah sometimes
23.Have tattoos? gettin one in the beginning of summer
24.Piercings? ears...and lip whenever i get my braces off
25. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? i honestly dont know.
26. Floss daily? no
27. Own a webcam? no
28. Ever get off the damn computer? yea
29. Sprechen sie deutsch? no
30. Habla espanol? no
G e n e r a l Q u e s t i o n s
40. Considered a life of crime? yesss
41. Considered being a hooker? um no
42. Considered being a pimp? pssh i already am bia
43. Are you psycho? sometimes
44. Split personalities? yeah
45. Schizophrenic? no but brit is
46. Obsessive? alkjfklasjflkja DANI FILTH akjflaksj<33
47. Obsessive compulsive? no
48. Panic? no
49. Anxiety? yea always
50. Depressed? yeah always
51. Suicidal? half the time
52. Obsessed with Hate? yea
53. Dream of mutilated bodies? ...yeah
54. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? doing what?
R a n d o m S t u f f . . .
55. If you could be anywhere, where would you be? mall somewhere
56. What would you be doing? just hanging out
58. What are you listening to? otep - possesion
59. Can you do anything freakish with your body?no
60. Chicken or fish? idc
61. Do you have a favorite animal? wolves and snakes
C u r r e n t l y :
62. Current Clothes: black bleeding through shirt and jeans with my red hoodie
63. Current Mood: mad
64. Current Taste: nothing
65. Current Hair: brown-black
66. Current Annoyance: all of u
67. Current brownies
68. Current thing I ought to be doing: homework
69. Current desktop: dani filth<3
70. Current favorite singer: dani filth<3
71. Current Book: nothing
72. Current DVD In Player: umm...i dont watch tv
73. Current Refreshment: pepsi
74. Current Worry: nothing
F a v o r i t e :
76. Food: idk
77. Drink: pepsi
78. Color: red
79. Shoes: converse
80. Candy: gum
81. Animal: wolves/snakes
82. Movie: the ring 1&2...my sister
83. Dance: nothing
84. Vegetable: lettuce
F u t u r e :
85. What do you want to be when you get older? nothing
86: Married?: maybe
87: Kids?: not really
88: Where?: idk...
T h i s o r T h a t :
89: Gay or straight??: straight
90: Boxers or Briefs: ...
92: Basketball or Baseball: baseball
93: Walking or Running?: walking...slow
94: Foreplay or Sex:
95: Left or Right? left
96: TV Shows or Movies?: movies
97: Britney or Christina?: neither
98: Rap or Rock?: rock defiantly
99: Day or Night?: night
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[04 Apr 2005|02:49pm] |
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oh muh god your are muh main momma and we should eat the mellons after i get a few browines and i get excited. then muh lil pocelin friend will open up a can of whoop ass on your jabroni...kiss kiss head but whatcha gonna do now brotha crazzzynesss. salad fingers is awfully exhausted. when muh moth shuts muh vagina will start talking to you...milford cubicle and hubert cumberdale are gay lovers....gat and incest...they like it up the bum. AND SO IS FRANcO. oh my god hubert cumberdale you taste of soot and poo!...roooooom service rooooooom service OpEn Yo DoOr!...ring ring ring ring YO PHONE PHONE IS RINGINg klajsdfklasjdfklsdajf with tacos and burritos in my tummy i love you ben u almost make me forget about the taccccos!!!! tttuuuuurrrnn taaakkere we are Tuuuurrrrrn takkkers...I AM 2 PAC! oh muh god rusty spoon u got hit in the head with a tree!sldkfjklasdjfl. we dont accociate with the cows in the moose YEAH...GOLD FRONTS YO. i will chop u up and sew you to my vagina. I WEAR THE PANTS HE RAAAADDDD PANTS!!! cant say nocka ion the bus or that awfully pale black girl who is awfully white will bust a cap and get her camadres who she uses because she wishes she was them asdkljfkl;asdjfklj!! she gets horney when seh pees..... I EAT BABIES that are stored in a trap door in your vagina and then caress the fetus. grubby tap yous a whore. HO HO HO HO HO HO. brittany has aids NO SHE DONT DANI DRUMSTICKS YOU STUPID ANUS WHO IS SO CONCEDED. you kno ldkfjalskdfj. the end.
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[28 Mar 2005|02:10pm] |
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[27 Mar 2005|03:45pm] |
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Lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody for my own
I am so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
Wish I had someone to call on the phone
Now I'm a soldier, a lonely soldier
Away from home through no wish of my own
That's why I'm lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I wish that I could go back home
Letters, never a letter
I get no letters in the mail
I've been forgotten, yes, forgotten
Oh how I wonder, how is it I failed
Now I'm a soldier, a lonely soldier
Away from home through no wish of my own
That's why I'm lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I wish that I could go back home
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[26 Mar 2005|11:28am] |
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[26 Mar 2005|07:21am] |
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hi....ehhh i dont really know what to write. I haven't updated in a long time...well if u dont count the fuck you one. Well last weekend i slept over brit's once and we met josh at bellvue park...ew. Umm, Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday i was in dir from justin schmidlen and john noll telling on me for stealing stuff at the carnegie science center....and i have to write an apology note to them and all the theta team teachers. Wednesday night brit and me hung out and i think she slept over...i just dont really remember, but then like i was supposed to meet josh and he kept hanging up on me and shit so i dumped him. Thursday i went over brits and we played like picnic panic and monopoly.Yesterday I went pants shopping and other clothes and i got neww shoes and went to my dad's...and i found out that like josh lied to me like so fucking much and then like told dee that he loved her while we were going out...i hate him....ew that just really bothers me how he can act like he loves you and then like lie laksjflkasjf...he doesnt realize how much shit like that hurts. today im just gonna like sit here like i do every other saturday at my dad's house...oh joy.......i hate like every one at the moment.
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[25 Mar 2005|09:13pm] |
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fuck you=)
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| we end up dead in the end *star no star* we end up right here my friend |
[20 Mar 2005|12:55pm] |
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heyy...umm fiday at school we went to the carnegie science center...john noll told on me for stealing a bunch of stuff so idk whats gonna happen...friday night me n brit went to go see the ring 2 and then we just hung out at borders. haha some guy there was smoking and she yelled SMOKING KILLS THE FETUS and he gave her the funniest look haha. Then yesterday, we walked to west view and went to the dollar store and walked through the cemetary...then whenever brit's parents left we met josh at bellvue park...i love him so much. and today i have to stay at home and not do anything because my step dad and my little brothers are the only one here...yeah this sucks.
<3333josh
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[16 Mar 2005|09:23pm] |
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hi...um today at school nothing really happened. Me and amber sat out at swimming again, me n megan got afterchools for me forging passes...thats pretty much it. after school i went to josh's<3 i really like him but like i know im gonna get dumped like soon...it always works that way, but im used to it so i doubt it will hurt me as much as it used to. KIKI WANTS TO MEAT EUEY AND HAVE HIM EXAMINE HER GUNSHOT WOUND AND MITILDA WANTS MILFORD CUBICLE TO TAKE A SWIM IN THE BULLEY WOUND WITH A WET SUIT ON!...<3 haha brit
i love josh so much <3.....
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[15 Mar 2005|08:09pm] |
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hi..um nothing much happening in school today...umm after school i came home and slept...and had this lovely conversation right yonder
Lines0fSuicidex: hello there young child
Lines0fSuicidex: im here to enquire about ur sppons
severed romanceX: ey
severed romanceX: okey
Lines0fSuicidex: this makes me breath all heavy
severed romanceX: i spoon u nigga
severed romanceX: WHAT NOW
Lines0fSuicidex: mite i ask where u keep ur spoons
severed romanceX: lol
severed romanceX: in my pants
Lines0fSuicidex: lol O MY LORD GET THOSE RUSTY SPOONS OUT OF THERE
severed romanceX: lmao
severed romanceX: NO I LIKE THEM THERE
Lines0fSuicidex: lol BUT I MUST CARRESS THE SPOONS
severed romanceX: but the spoons must carress my thighs
Lines0fSuicidex: but there are organsmic for my salad fingers god damn!
Lines0fSuicidex: i like the red water oooo babay
severed romanceX: haha well they are like giraffe orgasims for my thighs bitch
<3 I am your balls gal, I am your balls
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| she said kill me faster with straberry gashes all over |
[14 Mar 2005|09:03pm] |
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hi..well today nothing really happened in school, but me n muh gangstas (jay and sarah) rode to like the last stop and walked home together again...and brit was with me and she rode the bus home with me. then i went to counseling to day after brit went home...she made me so pissed off and flipped out and then ran out the room...umm then i went home and im here......oh joy
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hey, well tonight im going home...its actually not that bad here anymore since i go less. i've beend changing my layouts like crazy lately....its just what i do when i get bored anymore-and i get bored a lot. theres not much else to say but i just feel like updating i guess.
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[11 Mar 2005|10:46pm] |
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((i think u have to click on the comments to red the words...or highlight them))
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[09 Mar 2005|10:16pm] |
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Hey, well yesterday nothing really happened at school. At home I got in a huge fight with my step dad and like almost got put into westmorland psych...again. Umm, today at school nothing much really happend and i made this sexy bleeding through layout and went to brit's after. We called her fuckface and then we were supposed to meet him at sunoco but then we didnt becuase it was freezing so we didnt want to walk. Nikki moved to Ohio too...well thats what i hear, but i also hear that he's just doing that to make people feel bad and that he's coming back ? i doubt it. well nothing else really happened-i just feel kinda sick.
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umm hi...well last night brit slept over and we like played monopoly like 4 times lol. umm today me n brit babysat for like an hour then she had to go home. i dumped josh today too..like ido feel really bad and i do still love that kid but he was like tellin other girls he loved them and shit a day after we started goin out so its just like go fuck yo self hun. um theres nothing else to really write so bye...
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[04 Mar 2005|10:38pm] |
Name: angela
Birthday: 1-8-91
Birthplace: pittsburgh pa
Current Location: ross twnshp
Eye Color: hazel
Hair Color: black
Height: 5'5
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: im not sure
The Shoes You Wore Today: vans
Your Weakness: depression
Your Fears: i dont even know
Your Perfect Pizza: im sick of pizza
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: stop cutting and get happy
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: idk
Thoughts First Waking Up: uhh idk
Your Best Physical Feature: idk
Your Bedtime: it changes
Your Most Missed Memory: my dog lucky..r.i.p. tubby
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: burger king
Single or Group Dates: idk
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: depends
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappaccino
Do you Smoke: not anymore
Do you Swear: yea
Do you Sing: fuck no
Do you Shower Daily: yea
Have you Been in Love: yeah:-/ but nothing lasts forever...or more then a week
Do you want to go to College: not really
Do you want to get Married: no...its stupid
Do you belive in yourself: never
Do you get Motion Sickness: i dont think
Do you think you are Attractive: eww no
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: fuck no
Do you like Thunderstorms: if it looks kool
Do you play an Instrument: learning the badd :)
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: yea
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yea
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: ya
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: yuck no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: not sure...idk what happened there
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: just a few things ;)
Ever been Drunk: yea
Ever been called a Tease: no
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: yea
How do you want to Die: stabbing myself in the stomach/heart...and if that doesnt work then hanging
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: i dont even care
What country would you most like to Visit: greece
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: idc
Favourite Hair Color: black
Short or Long Hair: depends on how it looks
Height: i dont even care
Weight: as long as thyre not like REALLY fat....
Best Clothing Style: goth
Number of Drugs I have taken: idk
Number of CDs I own: like 20
Number of Piercings: 6...and getting my lip when my braces are off=)
Number of Tattoos: getting one pretty soon
Number of things in my Past I Regret: too many to count
<3333 josh
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nothing ever goes right...everything is just so wrong
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